I haven't posted in a bit.

Actually, since opening night. Tomorrow is our last show and I have quite a few different emotions. First, I'm going to be sad to see a show as magical as this close. I don't think we've ever had a bad show. I'm so happy that my mom recorded tonight's show. I'm also kind of angry because I feel like I'm ignoring my best friends for something that I usually feel kind of left out of. I'm also terrified because I'm going to be away from alot of my friends from OBSP for a long, long time. I won't be in a show until next September and that scares me alot. But maybe I'll find a job and get some money so I can actually do things with my friends. And I'm kind of still totally head over heels for someone and I thought that since the show is almost over, I'd have given up now. Bah. This post is depressing me. I think I should just go to bed.